Don’t really know how to top my last post, the problem with my blogging technique is that I leave it months and then say everything all at once, so I’m basically left with nothing to say!

I’m still in withdrawl from student life, having a jam-packed social life to sitting on the couch writing job applications is quite a shock to the system. I don’t know how I’m going to last 4 months, that is my life now and coming back here reminds me how much I’ve changed. Coming from a shy, reserved girl to a strong,brave and confident woman. Might sound cheesy but I think that’s what everyone hopes to achieve when they set out in the world alone, having complete independence.

Not that I didn’t have my family behind me every step of the way, back to that first week of uni, I was so out of my comfort zone, not sleeping or settled in my surroundings. I rang my mum a lot that week, crying about basically been terrified. She later admitted to me that she didn’t think I was going to last, she was so worried about how I was going to adjust. I now see that as one of those conversations you can just laugh about together. I proved her wrong though and I think we were both a little surprised.

Having time away from the family helps me to appreciate them so much more, the simple act of a phonecall every night or coming to watch me do Race for Life means a lot to me, I think they sometimes don’t know how much.

Like I brought up before break ups aren’t easy and their guidance helped me to be brave, they might not always understand but the fact they believed I could conquer my emotions actually helped me to release them.

On a lighter note, going home and been treated is always a plus, which in most of the holiday breaks did happen, I guess they didn’t realise they would miss me as much as they do, but it’s always nice to see.

Just finished my first year at university, can’t actually believe it’s over. I still remember my first day of moving in, looking at all the other nervous faces thinking are these people going to be life-long friends, I had no way of knowing the true friendships I would make. The four girls I’m living with next year feel like sisters to me, it’s like I’ve known them forever and I couldn’t be happier that I have them in my life. I’m definitely going to miss everybody at the forge, so many interesting people that have their own set of unique baggage. I felt almost selfish packing my room up, that’s my room. Room 540 belongs to me, of course this isn’t true some nervous student will be procrastinating right now about leaving home and taking the first steps to becoming an adult. They will have my room next year but the memories I have will always belong there.

Like I said a year of firsts and for me this included relationships. I have never felt like the prettiest or most attractive girl in the room but this guy made me feel that way. I felt special and we had natural chemistry, it was so easy to be myself around him, having the same sense of humour and real respect for each other. Some of my favourite memories from this year are with him. As much as I wish things had ended differently it seems we aren’t meant to be together. A lot of hurt and miscommunication has ruined the once great friendship we used to have, I have acted like a petty fool in so many ways and I think he would agree that he has done the same. Trying to be friends with an ex isn’t an easy thing and even harder when you have no idea how to handle it.

I like to think I’m a good person and there’s only so much you can do to make amends. Now is the time to move on, live, laugh and most importantly have fun. Also hopefully have a job, so I won’t spend the entire summer watching Ugly Betty wishing I had the male interest she has(seriously?!)

Haven’t been on this tumblr in a while, have started a new one- song of the day! Where I basically talk about a song I like and why, pretty easy stuff! I think the URL is singsongofday.tumblr.com if you feel like taking a look.

I’m loving life in Sunderland, constantly meeting new people and making friends! Never felt so popular and content :) 

Absolutely ecstatic about next year, sharing a flat with the fashion girlies and my besties from the forge. I  think its actually going to be an amazing year!

We did our first flat outing tonight to see the muppets film. I am in love with those puppets and my ultimate dream is to have one! The film is so funny, definitely go see it if you have the chance!! I even bought a poster, or Hollye did and I have to pay her back ha :/

Thats all for now folks :D

Lol I just think he’s quite wooden! but he was better in the first few films when he was younger! However everyone is allowed their opinion haha so if you love him thats cool! Thank you I would compliment your blog but I don’t know who you are! :)

Well we’ve only had one, so not a lot to compare too! :)

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* Jackass

*any of the jackass crew

*harry potter

*30 seconds to mars

*the script

*the midnight beast

*lionel messi

* kings of leon

*the hangover

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